Crazee sexee cool

2007-02-02T19:09:00.000+08:00

dunno wat to blog about sia...haha..found a interesting poem for my hellboy...

I love only you, truly you, fully you, completely…
Absolutely you
my one, my only
undying, never-ending, perpetually
falling/in love with: You
truly, faithfully…always and forever

Everyday: more and more breathtaking
surpassing all notions preconceived
Love. Compassion. Dedication.
Engaged. the promise: to be married
entwined inextricably, for now and
ForEver
living, waiting, desiring, wishing, hoping, dreaming
to be in your arms; wholly yours
building, living, being
OUR dream, OUR future
By ourselves, living for ourselves, being ourselves
UNencumbered

Down the road…
twelve years? 2018? sooner? I pray
Together again:
we shall be
yearning, missing, worrying
Don’t lose touch, Don’t lose faith
hang on, grab on, glom

Unboubt-ed/ab-ly
a Promise, not to be broken
The ring, symbolic
Patience: what a virtue
“Easy now my darling one
All will be alright”

2007-01-20T22:37:00.000+08:00

another chocolate for me...

2007-01-18T23:09:00.000+08:00

hahaha...hows my new blog skin...PINK AGAIN!!!!!u guys must be wondering...what is durga doing at this hour...summore blogging...hahah...ya la wat else??? was doing the fourth RJ for kumar...well actually today before he went back home he copy pasted his rj for me to do....but i told him no i cannot do it...don't be lazy this and that...but after i came back home he IM me saying he very sad i rejected his RJ and stuff..pity him ah...I ACTUALLY DID IT FOR HIM...hahaha..i noe sha is going whack me if she finds out i did another RJ for him..she was telling me not to do it for him and all..Well i sensitive ah...see him beg me den i gave in and did for him..and im getting chocolates for doing tt chore for him..so far got 4 chocolates ready for each rj...pathetic la..i noe...but small little things like chocolate is enough to convince "sotong" durga...Now u all should know y im still awake....I was damn sleepy actually...but all my sleepiness was gone after i did that extra Rj...

During break, me and sha had bought cookies and cream milkshake from cafe esplande...sial la tt aunty i think particularly interested in sha...she gave us more scoops of ice cream and cookies just becuase sha asked her to...well good ah..after tt i felt like vommiting man...too much ice cream and milk is not a good combination afterall...

oh yaa...cant forget wat happened after school todae..my class damn bad man!!! they noe im very scared and totally lothe BARNEY and they still found a picture of it and projected it in class...i nearly cried sia...comfirm im gonna get traumatised by sum nightmare of BARNEY....
hahah... tts all for now..good nite guys...

2007-01-15T21:22:00.000+08:00

wow...just realised havent been blogging for quite some time...so lazy la...after schoool reopened,seems like got too many things to do and no time like that..i think mainly because nowadays im doing not one but two RJs per day...one for me and one for beloved kumar..lazy la he ask me do this and that...since he insisted i did it for him for the past 3 days.....well today had so much fun with my sweetheart...hahah went to his house early in the morning...and spent so much time together...watched tv together, slept for some time...ahem...hahah.. den followed him to get a new fone for himself...the sweetest part is the first sms he sent was to me..weeee....hahaha...im jus so ahppy after so long...our relationship is improving and yeah 7 months up more to come....

den i went to the open house after that...i thought not much people would go for RP open house...but wait i was taken aback by shock...there were people la...all carrying the goodie bags and stuff..well letswait and see which year ones get in...ahhah aniway..tts all for now..sooo tired..blog again sum time later...

2006-12-23T22:35:00.000+08:00

i'm like so stressed...after so many daes of happiness...hes like starting everything again...dunno y...its beginning to have alot of glitches...haix...nothing to say at all....totally upset....

I love the way you look at me,
I love the way you speak.
Every word you say to me,
Seems to make me weak.

I hate that you can't call me,
I hate that we're apart.
But I just want you to know,
You're always in my heart.

I miss you so much,
You're always on my mind.
You are all the answers,
That I could never find.

You fixed my life,
Made it all go right.
Now I don't stay up,
And wonder every night.

I don't want to rush and say the wrong thing,
But at least I know it's true.
I think I'll just tell you now,
I love you.

2006-12-19T14:40:00.000+08:00

haha..yayyyy...back from the holidaes and yea was so damn fun la...actually i din wanna cum back to singapore to that same old stressful life...but yea back to reality i have to come back...hmmm nice stay at genting, cameron and melaka...had so much fun playing at genting with my cousins and yea all those sight-seeing at cameron and melaka....those trips to HAUNTED HOUSE was so nice...so thrilling... me my parents cousins and my uncle and aunt...we were screaming alll the way from the entrace to the exit...can u imagine adults like my parents screaming too...so u shuld noe how scary it was...hahah..and of coz the horse rides was fun too...
well... i jus noe any other place is BETTER then singapore...haha i noe i'm a motherland betrayer...coz i prefer other countries then my own...

BUT in one or another way i still think singapore is much better in the areas like FOOD and ROADSIDE CLEANINESS...hahah..terrible man the toilets in malaysia...they can really make u go vomitting all day long...
hmm and of coz not forgetting i din forget to waste my parents money as saed...They bought me so much things...soooo happy la..i noe i tink i shuld help my parents by controlling their spendings on me but yea can nvr u noe...

My next year resolution wuld surely be...I MUST TRY TO LIMIT MY SPENDINGS AND SAVE SOME MONEY... u noe durga doesnt noe the meaning of saving money at all...haha...smth not to be proud of rite...hmm yea...tts al for now...dead tired at the moment..

2006-11-28T11:27:00.000+08:00

walao...all gurls mus see this sia...smth very important to understand the guy...ohh welll

30 Things Guys Want Girls To Know!!

1. We're not as perverted as you think we all are.

2. No matter what YOU say, your ex-boyfriend IS a LOSER.

3. We like you to give us hugs and kisses sometimes too.

4. Don't argue with us when we call you beautiful.

5. Don't treat us like crap, what goes around comes around.

6. We know you're pretty, that's one of the reason's we're going out with you.

7. Don't go into detail about your period. It scares us.

8. If you have cramps and we ask you what's wrong, just tell us it's that time of the month and nothing more.

9. If you really liked us for us, you would let us think that our mustache, beard, or sideburns looked cool.

10. We never shave our legs. So get over it.

11. NEVER ask us if you can put makeup on us. It's just wrong............

12. Don't make bets about us, because one of your friends will tell us, if you don't.

13. When we tell you that you're not fat, believe us.

14. We absolutely do not care about the Backstreet Boys, *NSYNC, 98 Degrees, or what any other guy looks like for that matter.

15. We may not be able to pee accurately all of the time, but at least we can stand up and go pee.

16. Just cause you think you're always right, doesn't mean that you don't have to apologize when you do something "wrong."

17. You expect us to say and do sweet things for you, but it would be nice if you did the same every once in a while. We like to know that you love us.

18. We can't always be spontaneous, so try to help us make the plans sometimes.

19. Don't ask us to beat up another guy for you, cause you might get what you wish for.

20. Never kick us in the nuts "just to see what we would say". That's just mean.

21. Never pretend like you are going to break up with us and laugh when we believe you.

22. Pamela Anderson's boobs aren't fake anymore, but we like yours better anyway.

23. Size doesn't matter, except to idiots who don't want a relationship.

24. PMS is not an excuse.

25. If you want us to put the seat down when we're done, you should put it up when you're done.

26............ Don't tell us how cute your ex-boyfriend was. That doesn't turn us on.

27. And always remember: The way to a guys heart is through his stomach..... and maybe....oh nevermind.

28. NEVER ask us to kiss other guys. You might be that comfy with your friends, but to us it's just wrong.

29. We always notice how funny it is after your rip out our heart, stick it down our throat and still want to be friends.

30. And last but not least: We know you're not always right, but we'll pretend like you are anyway.

2006-11-13T14:08:00.000+08:00

W15J's cake for me......

LOVELY W15J.....

THE JELLYFISH FAMILY...

2006-11-13T14:04:00.000+08:00

"happy birthdae to me" weeee... finally im 17..ahem "IM GROWN UP EDI".. well this birthdae will always be one of the most memorable birthdaes i ever had... i din noe my frens loved me so much..
Firstly, w15j , they were the sweetest people on earth..The dae b4 my birthdae, the gurls in my class went to order a suprise cake and things for me..den on my birthdae itself, the guys in the class went to collect the cake and made a big suprise for me .... wow i realli love w15j....and they gave me 3 kinder suprise eggs and my facilitator so cute can..gave me a teddy bear as a present ..hahaha...thereafter my other darlings winnie, francesca and muni decided to give me another suprise..they brought me over to swensens and gave me a treat to "EARTHQUAKE"..wow and then due to my birthdae, i got a complementary ice cream...and of coz my third suprise at home by my parents...hmm well that was my most memorable birthdae... here got sum pictures la...

2006-11-09T21:39:00.000+08:00

hmm..ffeling quite emo todae...dunno y la..nvr update so came to update...nthing much jus wanted to share this small story with all of u...hope u enjoy it...

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.
Jasmine: I think so... All of my friends have boyfriends and we are only the 2 persons left in this world without any special person in our lives.
Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do.
Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game.
Daniel: What game?
Jasmine: i'll be your girl friend for 30 days and you will be my boy friend.
Daniel: That's a great plan! in fact i don't have anything to do for the following weeks...
DAY 1: They watch their first movie and they both touched in a romantic film..
DAY 4: They went to the beach and have a picnic...Daniel and Jasmine have their quality time together..
DAY 12: Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they ride on a Horror House....Jasmine was scared and she touched Daniel's hand but she touched someone else's hand and they both laughed...
DAY 15: They saw a fortune teller down the road and they asked for their future advice and the fortune teller said: "My darling, Please don't waste the time of your life... Spend the rest of your time together happily" Then tears flow out from the teller's eyes..
DAY 20: Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor...Jasmine mumbled something..
DAY 28: They sat on the bus and because of a bumby road Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident..
DAY 29: 11:37pm Jasmine and Daniel sat in the park where they first decided to play this game...
Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine...Do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road..
Jasmine: Apple Juice! that's all..
Daniel: Wait for me....
20mins later... a stranger approached Jasmine
Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?
Jasmine: Why yes? What happened?
Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel and he is critical in the hospital
11:57pm
The doctor went out of the emergency room and he handed out an apple juice and a letter..
Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket Jasmine reads the letter and it says:
Jasmine, This past few days, i realized you are a really cute girl and i am really falling for you..Your cherish smile your everything when we played this game..... Before this game would end... I would like you to be my girl friend for the rest of my life....I love you Jasmine.... Will u be with me for the rest of my life?...

Jasmine crumples the paper and shouted:
"Daniel ! i don't want you to die... I love you too actually...Remember that night when we saw a meteor, I mumbled something... I mumbled that I wish we would be together forever and never end this game. Please don't leave me Daniel.... I love you! You cannot do this to me!"

Then the clock strikes 12...
Daniel's heart stop pumping.
COINCIDENTLY, IT WAS THE 30TH DAY.......

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Always love your loved ones and show them how you feel before it is too late... You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace... If you were given a time to bestow petals of everlasting compassion and love to your loved ones? Today is the day.... Love them while they are still here...

a simple story but it hold a really sincere and true meaning.

2006-11-03T20:28:00.000+08:00

Aiya..lazy to blog but i din blog for very long edi..so before slippers fly to my face asking me to update, i'm here to update.. well like had culture module todae..it was so damn fun lar.. culture is getting more and more fun each week..basically today we did about creating dramas and all.. well i was the storywriter for my group..I din noe i got so much potential to create a story full of mysteries and mastermind.. haha..shuld i join the drama IG??? i'll think abt that soon...and for acting out in the play..my grp members said." durga since u helped us by creating such an nice story, for the actig part you will take the easiest role, which has no dialouges too" i was confused at first la...dunnno wer got a role without anything to sae..stonker and sha gave me this evil smirk and the role was actually..."THE DEAD BODY"..walao they just put me on the floor and spread this white cloth on me and put sum flowers on it..until they act finish... i had to be dead there la..hahaha but nice la "new experience" wat...i mean u dun get to see wats happening ard u wen u're dead but i saw lar.. all my frens start crying ard me..haiyo..so drama..

Haha and for the weeks hottest news: "the jellyfish is in the pond near the canteen" haiya i tell u ah this news is so famous in the class as well as netball team lar..alamak..ok wat actually happened was during the cognitive problem 5..rmb them toking abt jellyfishes being bred in RP..so i got excited and i asked my team members where is the jellyfish ah..i want to see..den yunting told me..its in one of the small ponds in RP la..u tell me la..she sae liddat..how m i to understand... got how many ponds in RP... so i asked la..ohh in the big pond kk later we go see...actually i was refering to the pond near the canteen la ...lol they thot i was saying the tank in the science labs where the fishes were realli in... so during break i went down with my class frens...den i went to the pond jus beside the canteen and lokking ard..den they ask me wat u looking for..i told them.."u sae here got jellyfish wat tts y i looking for it...and guess wat all of them burst out lauging..haiya so piseh la.... they were like..y u so dumb ah...wer got ppl wanna put jellyfish here..ahahahahaha.... durga is so dumb..haiya they din stop laughing la..

and now yunting told the netball team and the class noes abt it... so sad they call me jellyfish sia..hahaha...nvm i noe la.. i dumb..wee

i jus luv him no matter wat

2006-10-17T20:40:00.000+08:00

I just dunno y this shuld be happening,I m really confused about this relationships..If they are in a good mood, they seem to be the best boyfrens in the world,but if they are caught in a moodswing, they can be so deadly,they ll just make u cry like nobodys business.

But I just realize one fine thing, its not good for guys to miss their girlfrens too much,if they really do,they can even become deadly towards their own girlfren or can throw tantrum around.. Haix.well, din noe why he was asking me so many apologies these past few daes..he saes hes feeling guilty that hes not taking good care of me..and he really misses me a lot.Well, its ok as long as he still has a heart to think about me..im glad about that.. I just wish for one last thing..that I culd be with him one whole dae..in a place where nobody can question or disturb us..only the both of us..where theres only two things to see, sunrises and sunsets.. haix..

I really miss my sweetheart..

And muni: being in the same position as me..i jus really cant say anything to console u.. because I myself m confused about kumar.. I truly understand wat ure feeling..how great can it be when all the guys do this to their girlfrens at the same time..wonder y..no worries,everything will soon be ok..lets be patient for our luvs..all I noe they miss us quite a lot..getting them paranoid over the slightest things we do…

Well,din go for netball training today..i was feeling dead tired that I slept throught the whole third meeting.And woke up to see the 6p starting..den I also had this terrible ulcer…so really din have the mood to train. Nvm Ill go for the next training… I just realize also that nowadays Im not attending trainings properly.. hope they dun get the wrong idea though..sorri gurls..ill try my best to be present for every training from next week..

2006-10-12T13:37:00.000+08:00

okie...due to the high demand of "please update" from my dearest daughter muni,im like updating now...haiya im like so lazy to blog but nvm...im like stuck wid this stoopid culture module today..and its all about ART..well,durga is not a n art student and u shuld nvr ask her abt art la..but nvm for the sake of my grades..i have to interpret and come out with explainations for two pictures...and my damn faci nvr cum and the relief faci has got so much to tok abt...im realli bored...
Oh ya...well i was realli damn excited ytd..after break,me muni and fran went to the back of the school and started toking about our relationships..initially muni was very sad,but after tt sweet little sorry from her hayat...she was smiling away...she's cute la..cant resist her sweetness...and oh well after that,we were toking abt our bf and what they do...wow din noe there were so much inside all of us till we opened up..i like had a great time..then after that muni and fran started giving me this special lesson....hahahah...so funny u all wun wanna noe wats it abt...but they realli made me excited...hahaha
So happi lar..im so glad all our relationships are going smoothly..all of us are happi with our bf and irene she's always happi being single for she luvs her mummy durga... kzz and im so excited abt tml...i'm like going to skip skol for sum personal time wid my sweetheart..it's been long since i cuddled up to him... well muni and fran..dun worry ur lesson got me prepared... and i make sure i score a A "star"..oopsss...haha and kumar will appreciate ur effort...

aniways thats abt it..will cum back soon lar..bb

back to skol

2006-10-05T18:39:00.000+08:00

wow..being back at skol after spending two whole daes at home is sure tiring...for the past two daes,i'd been waking up at 11.30 den eat den sleep and go chat wid my darlings....well im at the good point of recovering from my flu and coughs...but gotta admit my voice is still very disgusting..wen i tok,it can be heard as two different voices..u noe like the special effect that is being used in japaneses horror movies...haiya...it was so imaginative to have muni sae that my voice sounded SEXY wen it actually sounded horrible to me..well,u noe different people have different perceptions...Haha aniway i had a whole dae of lauging in skol today...dun noe y winnie,irene,fran and muni kept making me laugh for no reason...and i culdn't even finish my food coz my belly was filled with laughter rather den food...and muni kept laughing till she had tears in her eyes...oh wow...my stomach has got cramps now coz of the non-stop laughing...and wen going back time..they made me a model in the middle of the road...they made me post like a sexy lady with her hands up..omg...i saed i had inspirations of being a model..but din sae A MODEL ON THE ROAD...wer i dun even get incentives...haha...aniway..luv them all...coz of them..everydae is a sunshine dae for me lar...like after a whole week of dissapointments my sweetheart caused..im like laughing again...though RP may seperate us in terms of classes...im glad we're still attached...haha..

2006-10-02T21:46:00.000+08:00

wah..shit..im sick again..Im struck with sore throat and flu.Haix jus hate them ruling my body for no good reason. well i'm like decidng not to go to skol.But all my frens asking me to go.And also the worst thing is..THERE'S NETBALL TRAINING TML.Omg how m i gonna survive with this sickly body..I guess im gonna play like a dead chicken tml..Well at that point,my mum was telling me not to go..But u noe ILI..she threatened me that if i din go, she'll cut me into pieces and cook curry..well cuz of that i'd better go...hahah..and this shamala *pandi* which actually means piggy in english saed "dun back out last minute"..wow din noe so many ppl like joining forces to make me cum to skol.. well nvm..It's just a dae that i can enjoy wid the gurls after a freaking long break..so i'd better make all efforts to go to skol..well..thats about it for todae..well for me being sick i wuldnt even have cum to blog but this shamala kept on pestering me to updateee...so there i m doing it now...

testing..testing..

2006-09-29T22:23:00.000+08:00

walao...after so many problems with my old blog,which din allow me to put in posts..i got my new blog..yayyyy..im so happy..aniway..hope at least, this one does not cause any problems..haix...
k aniway link me and tag u noe!!!
bubbye..